In the name of Allah who's working for us 24/7/365.
Can things go wrong and go right at the same time?
Can things feel wrong and right all at once..
Can we have nothing yet feel like we have everything in our hands?
Can we get everything yet feel like we have nothing at all..
If they cant, how do you explain what I'm going through?I'm all torn apart, hurt, and numb.
It feels like I've been wearing this fake smile since forever.
It has felt so numb for so long that I almost forget my fingers can actually move and that I can actually feel something.
Yet I'm feeling quite content with everything that has happened,
I'm somehow thankful for how things have turned out to be, hard or easy, I feel like there's nothing I'd want to change about any of them.
Though I wish things would be much better than how they were,
I'd stick to how my journey has been.
I wish now I can just close my eyes and time will just stop for me along with the beat of my heart.
I want this point of my life just stay the way it is,
I want it to be my last memory of the life I had,
I don't want anything to change anymore.
Most of all, I want to hold all the people I love and wish them well throughout their lives.
But can I die young?
Can I die now?
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