on my knees

In the name of Allah, the One who owns my eternal love. Praise be to Him.

So many things have happened recently and at times I feel like throwing myself at the ground but I have so many people watching and waiting for me to make them proud. But I'm only human and at times, I do stumble and fall. So this is one of the times. And I just want to say I'm sorry. For all the things that I have and haven't done. Trust me, I swear to God, all I ever wanted was to see you happy. Mama. Ayah. Him. My brothers. And all my friends. You're the best thing that has ever happened to me, I wish I can make you happy.

I'm sorry.