you took my heart. no return policy ♥

i always go, "you took my heart away in the first place, so don't break it..".

and everytime you break my heart, all i can do is give in to the pain and blame my heart for being too fragile. but as time goes by, i learnt that, the person who loves you most will always be the one who makes it hurt the very most. so now, everytime you break my heart again, i'd still give in to the pain, but i told myself, it's because you love me so much..and when you took my life away when you said we were done, i still believed that you just love me too much. no matter how hard you try going through everyday without me, i could see that you were all worried about me. the further you went from me, and the further i locked myself away from you, the stronger we felt attached to each other. i did not have to tell everyone that we gave it up once, they knew it. and we did not have to tell them we still loved each other, because, they could see that clearly. and when we broke the ego and made things right again, we did not have to tell the world, because, they had known all along that it's gonna happen. It's like, i've got something on my forehead that says, "im only his". and yours saying something like, "she's the only one for me". but it's not there on my forehead, it's here in my heart, and my heart only had belonged to you, and will always belong to you, even after it stops beating. what's written in your heart, i don't know, but i've taken your heart with me, because you've taken mine, a long time ago. you wont give it back to me, and i like it that way, because, i'd like to keep yours for the rest of my life. our story is something that was never told, but it's something that everyone knew. it has high resistance too, that no matter what people had said to break it down, or whatever had happened, it has just become even stronger. we're in a league of our own. i can hear even the softest whisper from your heart. i can see even the most hideous thing in your eyes. i can detect even the slightest smell of your skin. i can be and do almost everything, when you're with me. so now, i wont be saying, "you took my heart, so don't break it", but i'd like to say, "you took my heart, so dont leave me, or i'll be heartless" and how can i live without a heartbeat...how can i live without you.

all i want is, for Allah to protect you all the time, wherever you go, wherever you are, and make you happy always.

because your smile can light up the whole universe.

i love you love. i miss you.