my oh my.

i love fridays because it means the next day is saturday. i miss saturday. i miss him. and everybody back home. i wonder how everyone's doing. i wonder if they're missing me too. i wonder if they're happy. im just so worried i guess. i wish i can look upon everyone all at once, no matter where they are, but im not God, to be having such ability. all i can do is pray so that He'll protect and look after all of them for me.

i had some really unusual cravings today. i never liked kfc but today i craved so much to have kfc for lunch, and later on, i felt like eating ramly burger, so yea, i ate that burger for dinner, and now, i want milo. i think, im just like that, i crave a lot. should i pity my future husband? ouh well, he's got to give and take. isn't it? =P i love you love. i miss you much. i cant wait for saturday. i cant wait to hear everything about your whole week. im sure you're very excited for next week as you'll going to say goodbye to plkn. wee. im happy for you syg. grow you hair back to the way you wanted, hehe, im sure you're excited about that also. i might have a break about a week, but it's in july so maybe i'll be back during weekends to see you okay. come here quickly to look after me. im waiting. im so worried about you now. i miss you. yesterday i got so frustrated about this silly thing but i dont know, i know im not jealous, it's just that, i dont know, whatever. tick tock tick tock, saturday saturday saturday =)

today's psychology was okay. i love it. i've loved it since the very first lecture. i used to love the smell of banks. but now i have an addition to that matter, i love the smell of libraries, particularly at wisma help =D hee. there are sooo many psychology books there and just now i was just too excited that i feel like taking all the books and read them all week! whoa, did i just sound a bit lunatic? oops. okay2. then, one third of english class i've been thinking of how am i going to find a formal attire to wear for the presentation weeks..i mean, it's not like just a week or two, it might be more, i don't have many formal clothes with me. i mean, i only have like, one! you can't expect me to wear the very same shirt everyday for like, 3 weeks? whoa. so, that probably means im going to have to buy some good formals, but then, i don't think i have much cash, so that kinda leaves me with no solutions.

anyway, im still very upset for not being home, because i just found out somebody was acting like a jock and giving my brother a warning to stay away from his so-called girlfriend i think. i was so angry. madly. because nobody does that to my brothers. especially, of course, my little brothers. nobody messes with me. if you mess with my brother, that means you're messing with me. and you have completely no bloody idea of who i am, and what i'm capable of. so, just back off or else.

this week has been tiring. i'v done understanding Gayle Pemberton's short story, Antidisestablishmentarianism, with depths. i hope i can do it just fine for the presentation. ouh im freaking out. and im tired and sleepy, and the blanket is welcoming me with warmth, so im just going to give in now.