in response to a posted note..

first of all, i'd like to deliver special thanks to a friend of mine, cik ummi, for being my first follower, like everr =P

okay. i had told myslef that i won't be blogging tonight because i was too exhausted and i needed to go to bed early, but then, i went and logged in to my facebook and read a note posted by a friend of mine; talking about love. initially, i thought of reading it through for fun, but then, something triggered my interest to tell my part of the story. i think, love is just a little bit more than that, it is complex, but to that particular people, it's just so simple. Love is more than sunshines and rainbows, and love causes more than just unbearable pain, it's always something more. love is simple when treasured, clear when it gets more blind, acceptable when it gets more unbearable, it's something words can't explain., but only the heart. if u manage to explain love, that is not love. like my friend said,

- if your heart aches and breaks when your loved one is sad, or if you cry for their pain, or if their eyes see your true heart and touch your soul so deeply, or if the blinding, incomprehensive mix of pain and relation hold you in place, of if you accept their faults because they're a part of themselves, or if you have no regret staying by their side, or even if, you would give them your heart, your life, and your death,..love is just much more than that.

love is much much more that just that.

i dont have the right words to explain what love really is. because there isn't any. none. of all the millions of words found in the dictionary, in hundreds of languages, none has the right words to help explaining love. sometimes, i tried asking myself, why do i love him so much, why do i love my family, and the people i love, so much. i always fail finding an answer. so i'd just say, it's rather magical. love is miraculous. love is a magical nature. that's when i left myself with a weak, yet happy smile. a smile just soft enough for the heart to feel its warmth. a smile of gratitude, grateful of how love manage to sparkle my life with a pinch of magic. the magic that brings me just enough happiness for me to make it through each day with courage. how complex can love be, and mean so simple to someone, yet capable of doing so much to one's life.

how do you explain that?