stop.

ya Allah, just how strong do you think i really am...='( im not that strong..im not. so please just stop testifying me on this. anything else but this. just anything else. they are my strength. i thought you knew, you knew right. i can never be strong enough if i have to see the people i love suffer like this. im all weak to my toes ='( i swear i can't take this anymore, please just listen to me this one time ='( please just save them for me, they've been suffering for so long, now let them wear that real smile again, the smile they've been unable to have for a long time. You are the only one i lean on, please believe me this time, i've done my best and i can't take anything anymore, this is enough, please ='( You listen to every prayer everytime, so please just listen to this one prayer this one time. you can take anything away from me, as long as you give them their happiness back, and keep them close to me. please.. ='(
aamiin.