Sunday, January 23, 2011

Best creation. Really?

Often when we say we've tried our best, it's never really good enough and we never really tried hard enough. Often when we say something is wrong, something IS wrong, and when we say it's right, we'll make it seem right somehow. When we seek problems, they will come, if we look up to them, they'll stay longer, but if we never look back at ourselves and say I can get this over with, then it'll keep you tangled up forever. Often we judge people solely on what we see, and often we only see the dark side of everything. We almost never noticed the bright side of people or situations because it's just strange, but true though, how such tiny little black spot can ruin the whole picture; the bigger picture. Often we see ourselves losing the people we never wanted to lose, but never see ourselves losing the eternal love of God. We keep on wishing for things we never had and find ourselves throwing them all away one-by-one once we got them. We've never realized how much we've had that we sometimes come to a point where we simply, ungratefully decide that we don't want to go on anymore, not knowing how much we're blessed all this while. We look around us and ask for more. We look at the gaps and ask for them to be filled. We look into the mirror, there's always another judgement, there's always something missing. We look at the crowd, more judgement coming through our mind. What do we really want? When will everything be enough or good enough to us? We're the most ungrateful species ever existed, we're nothing but we want everything and nothing will ever be good enough for us because deep inside and looking at what and who we are, we never deserved it.

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