Yours truthfully.

It's behind that big brown door
Lie the bittersweet moments on that floor
Where our steps were never apart
Now I see that big brown door; it just breaks my heart.

It's by that wooden-framed window pane

We called out for sunshine when it rained

Now sunshine is just, no more
And the pain just has no cure.

It was this perfect smell of the air
Filling my days when you were there
Suddenly things went upside-down
I breathe and suffocate, on dry land I drown.

It's on this pavement, I can recall
You took my hand for I might fall
"Come what may, we have each other"
Those words have dried now all by the weather.

It's on this bare ground we lied down
Staring at the stars and forgot to frown
No words could tell how special you are
But you still left me with a deep scar.

It was this flawless blue sky that witnessed it all
With you by my side I could stand so tall
I know it's difficult now especially for you
But I'll keep holding on for I know this is true.

Now I'll open that big brown door wide

I just want my days coloured bright

Even if the shades are fake

At least you'll see it's for love's sake.

It's at this usual place I'll keep on waiting
Do come soon before my faith starts fading
It's only for you that I have my whole life to wait
The door's wide open now but don't be too late.

   It's a song without a melody,

   An ode as half-dead as I can be,

   These words mean more than what they display

   Maybe if you try harder you'll know what I'm trying to say. 

This goes to simply everyone in my life; especially in memory of my late grandmother, also goes out to my beloved parents, my best-est friends without exceptions, last but never least, my one and only bintang ♥