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In the name of Allah Most Gracious, Most Merciful.

Wow..it has been quite some time since I last submitted an entry. I miss writing. I just did not have the guts to write lately. It has been hard, suddenly. Now that I can't stand holding back any longer, here I am, writing! (yay) I've been having a lot of things playing on my mind; about life, about books I've read while I was away from writing, other people - just so many things. Surprisingly, maybe, to all of you, now I'm so deeply lost in my desire to write; a short story, article, or maybe a book. I don't think I'm well prepared to write a book at this moment though, so perhaps, just a story will do. I've got my heart into something to write about, but the thing is, well, I don't know what's holding me back, it's like I'm mentally ready, but not emotionally prepared. I need to really sink my heart into the story to make it a story other people would read, you know. So now I'm gathering my thoughts and feelings together, and put them all into words. I want to produce something that will keep people reading it a line after the other, and make them satisfied and wanting for more, in the end, all at once. Sounds too ambitious? Well, R.Kelly believed he could fly...why can't I just believe I can write? I wrote stories before, I even wrote a book once, but I just kept them in my flash drive because I can't resist writing. But as for the book I wrote, it was so long ago, I was only in primary school and I've only let my close friends lay hands on it and give their opinions, well, they, too, were as young, so perhaps their opinions are of children's mindset of course, fortunately, they liked it, although they did say I need to practice more. Well, to think of it again, I did take their compliments and criticism seriously and done my practices, haven't I? Wow, I did not know I was that determined. However though, do wish me all the best. Who knows, where there's a will, there's a way, isn't it?